The Gaping Hole in the Soul

Isaiah 50: 4-9a ~~~ Psalm 69 ~~~ Matthew 26: 14-25

Today we are given the Isaiah reading from Sunday's liturgy. It is almost like the church needs to keep reminding us of the impending tragedy unfolding before us. As this tragedy unfolds Isaiah cries out; I give it all to you my God. I know without a doubt that you will be with me through all that comes into my life. I have renewed courage because the Lord is my help. I dare anyone to prove this not to be true.

It is only by the grace of great love that anyone can endure trials in life. You can hear in the words of psalm 69 from a tormented soul. A tormented soul being consoled with words of hope and encouragement. Instead of giving up the fight the psalmist gives praise and glory to God. Rather than dispare he concentrates on being thankful.

While difficult, I think it is more beneficial when we are able to focus on gratitude.

This week we spend much time on the part Judas played in the death of Jesus. We are really no different from Judas. He was misguided. He lost his way. He was not able to think clearly. He allowed Satan to grab hold of his soul. The grip of Satan's claws tears into the soul leaving a gaping wound.

When we are in sin we too have this gaping hole in our soul. It hurts God, but more importantly it hurts you. Your soul is who you are...it is your life. A gaping hole in the soul is like having an open door at your house.

The flies, roaches, mosquitos and other critters have easy access.

Before you know it you are being swarmed by these insects wanting your blood.

Judas left his soul unprotected and the life of his spirit was sucked right out of him. Once he lost control the dominoes were falling and the action was unstoppable.

Jesus was going to be brought to trial for the Judas inside of each of us. It is truly only by the grace of God that we are able to guard our soul.

Be vigilant...stay close...keep his words in your heart...receive him in Eucharist.

It is only through prayer that we may say, "...Surely it is not I, Rabbi?"

Let us pray that our birth is something beautiful and that we are examples of what it means to live in grace.